I've been giving a lot of thought to moving back home.
I feel so caught in the middle about the whole ordeal.
I think to myself that I need to stay here (in Toronto) so I can grab a hold of myself and learn to "grow."
Whatever that means.
Then I try to picture myself back in Mississauga, I just don't see it.
As much as I feel comfortable being home I just don't see myself living life.
I feel almost dead.
At least in Toronto I'm angry.
I don't know which is better...or worse in that matter.
I just did this all wrong.
I should have stayed home and finished up school with a lot of money saved in my pockets.
However, I will have to restart my independence somehow.
I guess this is what being "restless" is all about.
Wish me luck?